BITTERSWEET

I feel cold and hurt because  neither one of you stand beside me, I feel like screaming but no one seems to hear. My body feels torn and twisted between the two of you but no one seems to care. Why do i feel like you both want me to choose but i shouldn't need to i love you both. You both love me so dear and i can feel it but why do you always try to play me against eachother. Its how i feel for you that is why i wont and can't choose between the two. you both are my bestfriends in life and death and i will always love you both equally. I feel like you both are tearing me apart and trying to divide and conquer my feelings and love and its not the way it should be, if you love me dont tear me apart show me that you can be beside me through the dark and the light. through the storms hold me tight and never use my feelings for each of you against eachother.